In an attempt to give ourselves, as well as Miles a break--we went to Amoeba's yesterday so Jus could dig for some breaks...and so Miles can leave the apartment for a break...and so that I could also get a break--alone(walking by myself around Amoebas is valuable and rare alone time).
It was a great. Miles seemed to be in a great mood. He got to meet some of his Uncles and an Aunt visiting from Hawaii (his Daddy's homies). He even had some bananas before bed. And after about an hour of unwinding, he eventually fell asleep. But woke up 15 minutes after...then woke up an hour after...followed by the next hour...and the next...and on & on & on.
I don't know what's going on. He is not sleeping through the night like he use to. He gets up every hour or two, crying for his pacifier or to be held. Jus and I arent getting the sleep that we need. So today, I felt pretty wound-up and crazy! My patience ran very thin...so did Jus(two cranky parents is not good). Even a car ride would not put the boy into his deep slumber. Ooh, "deep slumber" sounds gooooood.
There's no point in me trying to sleep right now. I'll end up getting up again in the next half-hour or hour. WACK! So here I am, venting and processing into my digital friend. I need to unwind. I really do need some sleep. I can't remember when was the last time I even got a straight 8-hour sleep. Maybe it was before I got pregnant with Miles. I'd say over a year ago. :(
oh well. Tough shit. Everything comes second, right. Our sleep comes second to this lil prince.
Days like this makes me appreciate the really good moments.
1 comment:
oh, i sympathize so much. you just become a zombie to the non-sleep. it's good to get out and take a break from the madness.
to answer your question from way back, christine and dino are having a baby boy micah. she's due on gani's b-day! hahaha! another pep baby.
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